I tend to find what he posts disturbing so I don't do it very often. He's been taking steroids for years and now he's gotten into drugs, too. He claims to me that he hasn't, but he's never been all that close with the truth and I have it on good authority from mutual acquaintances that he does have a problem. I know it's only a matter of time before I read somewhere that he's been jailed - or died. I find the whole situation immensely sad. Unfortunately, he could never overcome his insecurities. His whole self worth is predicated on others validating his attractiveness and desirability. I had a fully clothed role in a Ryan Idol solo scene back in 1990.
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After it wrapped I gave him a late-night ride from Santa Monica to West Hollywood. He was nice I was really hungry and he fed me part of his chicken dinner using his fingers while I was driving on the Santa Monica freeway. Shortly after that, I worked designing the box covers for a string of cut-rate gay porn production companies that cranked out something like three or four new movies a week. I met numerous b-level porn stars from back then, none of the names come to mind, partly because porn names are so generic and fake. I designed something like 150 boxes before I moved on to more legit design work. I did know one of the directors, the Asian guy who was murdered in West Hollywood whose killer was never caught. Also my boss was into Aiden Shaw, the handsome/popular 90s era British porn actor who wrote books about his hustling past and acted here and there, so he was around a lot when he was in LA. Not a bad guy, just sort of dark and brooding. Also paid a visit to Jeff Stryker's house back then for work reasons. Marco Rossi, I got to know him a little when I moved to NYC, after he'd lost his looks and was still using an old pic of his former body to attract business via escort ads. I was friends with one in the '90s while we were attending ASU. He performed in sexually oriented situational video features on behalf of Chi Chi Larue. He was intelligent, charismatic, and very horny. He had time for studies, sex with his frat mates, sex with his escorting clients, and time for a boyfriend and the occasional random fuck (he also did parties for hire). He used anabolic steroids to prevent the wasting concomitant to AIDS. This was about 2 years before the rollout of antiretrovirals. We made trips to Tijuana to stay supplied, smuggling or brazenly carrying huge amounts of drugs across the border each couple months. As a shameless total bottom and with the widespread use of condoms - even in porn then - he was no risk to anybody.
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His beauty and boundless energy were nourished on a steady diet of steroids, muscle builders, herbal and vitamin supplements, prophylactic antibiotics, cocaine, pot, speed, and alcohol. Thursday he was in the hospital with a fever. Friday they diagnosed him with pneumonia. LOL I remember when he died people who knew about the breadth of his interests started talking more openly about him. Many of his classmates and even classmates and study partners were not aware that he was a rising gay porn star. Many of them refused to believe it and claimed anybody who suggested it was maligning the reputation of a dead man. His fraternity brothers, most of whom had had a piece of that, had to feign shock, horror and disbelief. In my bookbag, I kept a copy of a glossy porn video outtakes magazine, covered in a manila envelope. In these moments of his acquaintances' shocked bereavement, I attempted to lighten things up by showing them pages 2, & 26-28, where there were several large, high-res stills of Tyler bending over for cock, sucking cock, doing etc. This usually cleared the student union table pretty quickly.